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Name: Rachael
D.o.b: 6th March 89
oh finally prom is over...and i can say that i really had lots of fun today although i didnt win the lucky draw...haha...actually my main aim for going to the prom is to take pictures...haha...yup...in short...i enjoyed it very much...Rachael
writtern @1:40 AM
hi everyone...tomorrow will be our prom day...or should be night?finally...the day is going to arrive...but i am not feeling excited about it at all...i really dont know why...hope tomorrow will be a meaningful and fun day for me...Rachael
writtern @10:09 AM
i just felt irritated today and not only today...i have got this feeling a few days ago...i was pissed off by them again...they went out as usual and didnt tell me about it...ok..ket me get this clear...i am not asking them to report to me where they are going and where they will be going...its just that...i asked one of them on friday night and that person said that she is not done with her things...and that she is going to shop with her parents the next day...take note the word..."parents" and "next day"...then i said fine and i was thinking that in that case we couldnt go out together because she is going out with her parents...in the end...i learnt that...she went out with other 2 friends...whom she called" parents" oh what a joke...and i asked the other why she didnt include me...and guess what she said?......said that you were not free i think...oh my god...when did i ever said that i am not free or whatever rubbish?what else can you guys give me besides those crap excuses?this isnt the first time you guys had played me out...if you really dont like me...just say so...sometimes...i really pity you guys...isnt it terrible to live with fear and lies each day?afraid that people might exposed you?arent you guys pathetic?you guys have to worry and memorise those lies that you have told me...or else you will forgotten what you, youself have said right?isnt this sad?having to live with a masked face everyday in your life...and trust me...sometimes you guys said that you dont feel pretty or good looking...and you know the reason why?because you have a rotten heart...and the rotten heart pumps all those blood thickened with black mucus and worms to every parts of your body...those comes from your eveil deeds and lies...that makes you all ugly...always...one more thing...to be kind hearted or whatever , you do not need to become a herbivore...if you become a herbivore and comtinue doing eveil deeds and telling lies...you will never come to good end as well...and you will waste your efforts in becoming a herbivore? why are you guys doing this to me?you know...i was kept in the dark for almost everything...one word of 'aDvice'...go home and take a look at youself in the mirror...you will find youself ugly...blood will start to pour out from your 5organs...and your masked face will melt under the sun and soon after all the mask have melted...you will find your real face...but too late...it has already been destroyed..because you have wore the mask for too long...the only way out is to go for plastic surgery...and that is to change...i didnt expect someone will read and tag at my tagboard...come on name yourself...soon you will understand it yourself...and dont think that all the friends are so true to you like what they have written in the autograph book...with all kinds of rubbish words like...'i will be there for you...friends forever...if you feel sad...come and look for me" i have enough of all those nonsense and craps that you guys have given me...thats enough...stop doing this...and spare a thought of others when you do senseless things ok?and dont think of youselves only...like what had happened in the morning...oh someone went like this" errr...can me and ...come later at around one plus" and the stupid and senseless reasons were..."oh i dont like to wait...oh i cant wear my contacts too long...oh i have to eat lunch...oh i felt that 12 is too early" just make a choice...its up to you to come on that day ok?i have nothing to lose...and in fact its more beneficial for me if there is lesser people so that we wont have to get ready so early...one last time...its up to you ok?if you guys didnt turn up by 12.30...(now i am giving you 30 minutes grace)...i'll tell the person to cancel everything...is that fair?come on...if you have valid reason...if course i will understand...but please dont come and give me stupid reasons!!!another thing...can you guys go sign up a course on how to tell perfect lies?because your lies have loopholes and its really a joke...it turns out that you guys are making a fool of yourself...pathetic creatures...i am so sad for you guys...sometimes i wondered have you guys make youself a lower class?by doing all these things...i felt that you guys have indeed cheapen yourself..( dont mind me saying this)...if you got a better word...i welcome you to replace that word...thats it...be guilty of yourself...(people woth ugly hearts)Rachael
writtern @3:11 PM
well...i was rather busy this few days that i didnt have the time for blogging...ok firstly...i just came back from chalet...it was erm a family chalet...so you can guess there is not much fun after all with all those little kids chasing you around and sleeping like 12 midnight?thats too early for a person who has just finished her examinations....haha...i stayed in the chalet and sleep most of the time...anyway what can i do besides that?and yesterday night we had a bbq...i can say that i had lots of fun...having my face all red because of the heat...haha...and i was kind of bored...fortuantely...haha...someone came...and chatted with me from 8 to almost midnight?thanks and i really appreciate it a lot...and sorry about last night...my naughty cousins were teasing you...haha...hope you dont mind...and please dont say that my cousins are cute...they are not...haha...soon you will know it...haha...ok prom is coming....and someone is asking me to be his date?erm can i ask something?is it compulsory that everyone must pair up with someone>?oh i am just asking...no offence ok?well i am really asking out if curiosity...did i spell it correctly?anyway... i haerd that many of them had already prepared for thier prom..but i have not...not fully prepared yet...haha...anyway...i went to highlight my hair today...and i really hated the process of waiting...but thank goodness i didnt have to pay for highlighting my hair...phew...haha...lastly i want to congratulate sylvester and andrew for both scoring 251 for their PSLE...well done...you guys have done me proud...haha...take care everyone...Rachael
writtern @1:16 PM
today is a rainy day...yup...but we still went out as planned...though i was so tired because of yesterday's movies with m&m...i still go...but to my disappointment...they had already went for their shopping yesterday without telling us...erm...i only heard something kind of...:" we last minute then decide" whatever it is...you all still went right?so did you guys, well i mean some of you not to name you guys, respect the few of us?we are friends for like how many years already...and cant you guys be true to us?i hope you can sense my disappointment...and the most unhappy incident was at the neoprint shop...i asked you guys to take neoprints together...and all of you were reluctant...giving all kinds of excuses like :" i dont look good in contacts" so let me asked you...if you felt that you dont look good in contact lenes...why do you want to wear it intially?finally...you all agreed to take together...(you know how hard was it for me to please all of you in taking>?as if i was begging lke tat)yup...and all of you were not happy...and i dont know why...after the first neoprint shot which the 9 of us took together...some suggested that they take with their own 'groups' ARENT WE A GROUP?or we are not in the first place?oh my gosh...i was really stunned by what you guys said...and those who said that they dont look good in contact lenses took more neoprints then me..is it funny huh?whatever you all might think....i just want you guys to know that i am hurt by what you all did...and one more thing...i am not angry with anyone...is just that i am utterly dosappointed...yup...its hurting...i thought today will be a happy outing...but...it turns out like tat for me...worse still some innocent girl still dont know about what happened exactly...and i am not gonna say out...rest assured...sometimes i wondered and thought...what are friends for?and who are exactly my true friends...till now i can say that i still haven found out the answer yet...i know people do change...but is this too fast for me to accept?i realised that after liu yang have left...everyone changed...liu yang can you come back to us to change the changed and to remain the unchanged to make sure that they will not change for the worse? life is full of ups and downs...thats why we need friends...but what friends really are?i do not know...Rachael
writtern @3:18 PM
oh my gosh...i am really pissed off by you...what do you exactly treat us as?when you feel like talkin to us you come and look for us...when you dont feel like it...you dont bother us(coulnt reach...hey...we are friends for 5years?whats the reason for doing this?is it because you are in a better school then all of us?in that case you should have told us earlier...you know how we always treat you as our best friend?oh i am utterly disappointed with you...when your best friend is injured all you said wad :" WHAT CAN I DO?" fine...since you said that...i have nothing much more to say to you...thats it...By the way...went to watch harry potter and exorcism of the emily rose today...both were nice shows...hey i suggest everyone should watch...yup...Rachael( i really hope that you prove me wrong)
writtern @2:29 PM
just finished my exams yesterday...just thinking about something...called Life...what exactly life is?is it true that if we do not have any hopes, we wont be sad?maybe yes....sometimes too much hope will only make you more disappointed with life...sometimes just felt that i am being left out in a crowd...dont know why...just had this feeling?yup..felt really upset sometimes ...but on a second thought...i think this is part of our life...dont you think so?i know life is never a bed of roses and only once in a blue moon we will be happy...right?anyway...no matter what we still have to live on...so why not live each day to the fullest?and not be so grumpy sometimes?haha...Rachael
writtern @10:00 AM
whats life?finally o level is over...when i was having exams...i felt like doing lots of things after exams...but when i finally have time to do things...i dont feel like it and i am like having a lot of troubles..yup anyway i am very free now...Rachael
writtern @2:13 PM
oh my god...exams really sucks...i think i will flunk my e maths...imagine i did so badly for e maths...how am i going to pass my additional maths?if i never do well for my a maths, mr ng will be very disappointed with me...how?i dont know why...since young i have been flunking in my maths...you believe me that i once i got 36/100 for my maths during primary 5?freak man...haha...anyway those friends always said that they dont know how to do those questions as well but in the end they scored A1?so what does that means?haha...going end off...take care everyone...and oh by the way can someone tell me about a love that doesnt hurt?Rachael
writtern @10:00 AM
oh my god...gonna retake my o level next year again...really sucks...especially when i am in a unstable emotional condition now...really turning mad now...have to balance between study and my stupid emotions...it simply sucks ok?and i cant stand it...yup...whats the real reason?i guess it would be so simple right?can i know whats the real reason?sometimes sorry cannot be use to solve a problem...in fact it will make matter worse...why say sorry now when you know initially you cant do it?i guess all are excuses right?haha...no matter what...as you said...you have really let me down and you will not be forgive by me!!!Rachael
writtern @10:30 AM