i got hushbrown with me...hes cute but really naughty...haha...he whine the whole day...but the way he looks really melts my heart:)sometimes i love hush but sometimes i dont...haha

take good care ok boy...hushbrown misses daddy...

Happy 2months hushbrown!!!be good boy ok?

Rachael

boy you must get well soon ok?stay strong as i know you will...i'll be there for you whenever you need me ok?i love you:)

Rachael

yipee!!!no school today...actually there is but i skipped mct lecture haha...we thought it was just an introduction but sad to say the teacher almost finished the whole of topic one...thats what i heard from xinni haha...never mind...anyway i'll be seeing them later for what community service talk...wonder what is that...haha...

haha i was so happy yesterday:)went for lunch at pastamania with jean,xn,debbie,neela and boy...haha...and i saw my cousin there and debbie saw her friend's brother...after lunch went to singtel and went back to school...haha...the talk was super boring!!!thats about it...

i still want a dog...bleax...

copperfield is not coming anymore...kinda sad but think of the refunded money and what i am gonna do with it...it really makes me happy haha...

Rachael

went to watch the last breath with boy...and please for goodness sake...the show was so confusing...i was trying hard to picture what was happening throughout the whole movie rather than getting scared by the not so scary ghosts haha...but other than that the movie was find huh?haha...

sigh migraine today...sucks...haha...panadol?i am immume to that already...so no matter how many pills i took it doesnt take effect haha...good luck to me:)

tomorrow's lecture is at 8am and i haven took my dinner yet...haha...so BORING!!!

Rachael

hmm first day of school = not bad:)

boy and i were trying to find places of interest to visit...we found out that the ticket to bird park, night safari and zoo only costs 45dollars and can last for a month...haha not bad right?but the sad thing is we have been to night safari already :(

anyway i still want a dog...haha saw a JRT for adoption but i dont really like that breed because its quite noisy haha...i prefer a maltese haha...theres one for adoption but it is 8years plus already haha...

Rachael

powder on my face haha during the games

haha finally the holidays are coming to an end...kinda sad about it...thats what humans are like...you will start to treasure something only after you lose it...anyway i had so much fun these few days...haha...and yesterday boy and i went vivo...yeah...and marina bay for steamboat with my mother but only the two of us went vivo...i met my mother halfway:) oh yup and boy brought me to pasir ris to see puppies...oh my god there were so cute...haha...but some were really expensive...how i wish i could own one...they are really very adorable:) and we went to aquarium farm too and saw a little stray puppy there...it was following us:) haha so cute too...

anyway the last mentoring session was very successful...fortunately the games that i planned went well..but they said i am too soft hearted haha..

good luck to me...my timetable sucks...

Rachael

dear boy...if you came across my previous post...please delete away from your heart and mind ok?thanks for making me so happy today:)haha...

21hao(read in chinese er shi yi hao) = I'll see how...

so funny...

Rachael

hmm my mood isn good for the past few days...even till now...although i didnt think about anything unpleasant anymore...yup...anyway i was just hoping to find back those stuffs we used to do together..is that wrong?i dont know but i just felt so useless...its all my fault...if i have gotten my driving license i guess i will be happier...we can go out till late night...we can search for the vehicle even after the shopping mall is closed...it was so much fun yup...i really missed those times...especially that day when you asked me if you could hold my hands:)haha...and i enjoyed getting stuck in vivocity...and where we sat at the open space area and chat till it was midnight...haha..but i guessed its kinda hard now until i get my license haha...because if we take the last train home...you will miss the transport and gotta waste money for taking cab home...

i dont know what am i talking now...haha i talked to my best friend just now(if he still regard me as one)...haha he dont seem as interested as in the past anymore about what i am trying to say to him...well and anyway i dont wish to see any blogs talking about me trying to gain sympathy or anything...all these are just what i am feeling from the bottom of my heart yup...and i hope by saying this i wont offend anyone...i hate the same thing to happen again ya?

and wait i know its wrong to bring up this issue...but i really didnt mean to "spoil" the relationship between you and your brother...i know i didnt have the right to meddle into your stuffs with him...but i just felt so unfair..i didnt know why...and i talk about this today because i dreamt of this and i didnt tell you because i am afraid that you will get unhappy again..maybe you are right with what you said..you said something like you will tend to give in just to maintain the good reltaionship with people...yup...and i think i shouldnt ask you to talk to him about it...i am sorry...you dont have to do this just for me...i know you are unhappy as well but not to that exent of telling him about it right?maybe i'll just hope that things will be fair to you:)and maybe what i did is wrong or maybe right?but i have no bad intentions...is it wrong to side the person i love?is it wrong to feel unfair for him?i dont know...and maybe you have already told him?but whatever is it...i'll never understand the good relationship between you two:)

everytime i get to write all these things i'll feel better but i know soon...trouble will arise...but anyway boy...i guess you wont be reading this huh?but no matter what i did...its all for you and nothing else...yup...believe me or not...

and i've understand everything you've told me...i didnt think of those stuffs anymore after you told me not to:)

Rachael

finally i get to blog again...oh gosh school is starting soon haha and i didnt do anything much during the long holidays...hmmm but not exactly long i guessed?finally...the thing that i haven been stressing about is over but it will come again...oh my god i am so sick of it...stupid jaywalker...idoit...haha cant you see that i am having my driving test?why must you just walked in front of me after you alighted from the bus...and when the tester honk at you...you stared at me as if i was wrong and you were right to jaywalk...moron...i am so pissed off...all because of you i gotta retake again haha...because tester said i didnt honk so minus 8points...haha i guessed i didnt have the luck yesterday...and the stupid handbrake...dont wish to mention it...fortunately i did not have any immediate failure...sigh...i gotta take again...

thanks boy for cheering me up :) haha...i was so sad yesterday...but i know its nothing to be sad of because yesterday that batch only 3 person out of 10plus passed haha...

i told boy:" you've got such a lousy girlfriend you know?"
he said: " my girlfriend not lousy ok?you dont anyhow say her...i love her lots.."

haha oh my god he was so sweet...thanks for everything:)

Rachael

tell you what...I AM JUST SO LAZY TO BLOG OK?haha...i am so happy about everything now:)

Rachael

hihi...haha i haven been blogging for days because as usual i am so busy with my own stuffs...anyway i had a nice weekend:) starting on saturday...boy and i went to watch balls of fury because he wanted to watch it so i accompanied him to amk hub to watch...we didnt go to town because we need to be back home at 4pm and we went out at only 12plus haha...hmm that show was quite nice..i did laugh quite a bit which i usually dont when i watch this kinda shows which were meant to make people laugh...and one more thing..i didnt sleep at all..haha...after the movie we went home haha...and later in the evening we went to changi beach club for dinner with my family...haha boy was so shy:)anyway the food was ok...not as nice as those from sicc and rtc i think...haha..ok next...yesterday...where did i go?hmm was supposed to go shopping with mother and grandma but grandma said she was a little tired so we didnt go in the end...so i stayed at home to watch tv until boy came to meet me at 6 plus...haha he said he was supposed to reach earlier but there was a traffic jam...i guessed how much he wish his car could fly huh?and we went causeway point...eat and eat and eat at pasar malam...and still we decided to go to upper thomson road for dinner...guessed what?he lost his way again and again i failed to help him although i had a street directory with me because i didnt know to read it...so i had to tend the traffic lights for him haha...in the end we end up at around yishun there chom pang i guess i didnt know how to spell and so we ate nasi lemak which the place was famous for...haha...and after that we went home to watch tv...one more thing which happened..haha...boy drove into the bus interchange and everyone was looking at us..haha it was damn funny...haha..

your are so cute:)

happy childrens' day

Rachael