Day 16

i just sent boy to pasir ris interchange...and i wont be seeing him in the next few days...anyway..these few days were well spent:) and we really had a lot of fun:) and today brown went to the farm and i guess he was so happy:)but he was full of mud...

hope to see him soon....haha...

lots of stuffs coming up

and school is starting...sigh and soon i will be back to work...

Rachael

Day 14

its Christmas:)Merry Christmas to everyone:) and no doubt i got my best christmas present ever this year...its my boy:) getting to see him is the best christmas present i have ever received..

its a test to us and we will make it:) it only makes us realise how much we really need each other and how much we care for each other...

Jia you...

Rachael

Day 12

hey i realised i haven been blogging for a week:) and i am really so glad that time really flies...i couldnt really recall exactly where i went for the past week...i just know i went out with friends, friends and friends...primary school, secondary school and my poly friends...what else?and i went swimming and christmas shopping too:)kinda fulfilling...and today is the day where boy will book out for the first time:) welcome back silly:)

and i dont know why...i am beginning to love my piano more and more...i just cant wait to get home everyday and play...haha...i dont really know who has motivated me..maybe its e pieces that i played made me interested? i am just sooo in love with it...

awaiting for your arrival:)

and i have received my nebo card

till then....

Rachael

Day 5

hmm went out with friends for swensens ice-cream and dessert buffet...i think its not worth it because we couldnt really eat much of those as the more you eat the more you feel sick haha...the desserts are too sweet haha...anyway went to botanic garden after tat and took quite a number of pictures...

and now i am back home:(mommy went mrt station to fetch me...its supposed to be boy doing it but haha...hes not around...finally the christmas presents are settled haha:)

i just found out that Robert smokes...haha really spoils my good impression of cullen haha

Rachael

Day 4

i still miss him badly...but does he feel the same?

am i wasting his time? i wondered

i love you

Rachael

Vampire in Harry Potter...i think hes better looking than the wizard haha


cute right?

Day 2

did all the usual stuffs...went out for dinner with friend at changi airport and back to home...had a good laugh during dinner...thanks for accompanying me:) before that i managed to bathe brown...so hes super clean and nice now:) i started on the book 8th confession...was trying to read as slow as possible so that i will finish only in two weeks' time...

boy called in the noon and just now to tell me that everything is fine...but he couldnt adapt still...hopefully he will be able to adapt soon:) jia you

the emptiness is still there i think...

anyway i'll survive:)

Rachael

The first day without him...

Day 1

the weather is fine today...woke up earlier in the morning just to read his farewell sms...went for my tuition and waited for his sms for the entire day...i went out with bestie to pass bestie the souvenir i bought...bestie said to accompany me when boy isnt around...i was happy....i was bored...and so bestie accompanied me for movies...we watched new moon...it was boring in the beginning and i fell asleep...the same theatre...same venue...same timing...but boy wasnt around...it just felt different...i was attracted to edward cullen when he said he wouldn leave bella again.and he was gonna kill himself because he thought bella was dead..

before the movies, it was lunch...again...same place same seats...but boy wasnt there...i enjoyed my time with bestie and appreciate bestie...i was packed for the whole day...but somehow....theres this emptiness in me...

i am certain this is not an obsession...i love him but i am not obsessed about him....i just feel that i am just me without my shadow....

hope his doing fine and he will be safe and sound...i miss him...

117days left...

i'll survive...

Rachael

boy is going BMT tomorrow...and i am so gonna miss him for 2weeks:(

117days left to POP...

9mths more to his ORD...

hope he will be fine

Rachael

ouch my tooth is so painful...my wisdom tooth is slowly making its way out of the gum:(and tomorrow i am going to bangkok...so how am i gonna enjoy with this pain?stupid right?

anyway the course is finally over:)yeah...so happy about it but i will miss some of them...

yesterday was the 5th so we went out together and watched Zombie land...its a horror commedy and its quite violent but i like haha...anyway this will be my last outing with boy before he will go for his bmt:(

i will miss him

Rachael