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Sunday, April 29, 2007

good bye my love...to forget you, i will never do...its up to you to forget me as i know you will one day...

0428...

Rachael

writtern @7:41 PM

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Wednesday, April 25, 2007

sigh...i dont know what to say...anyway timetable is not really good after all...fpath is mostly self study and i dont have self discipline to study on my own haha...slept during psychology lecture and was fully awake during jap lecture...so what does this shows?i prefer jap to psychology but...i dont feel like changing it because i want to give it a try...actually wanted to go ps after school but the 518 just dont come...so in the end went tm for lunch at pastamania and after that i went home because i was kinda sick...my throat was terrible...

tomorrow school: 8 to 9 am ...so lame

Rachael

writtern @8:46 PM

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Monday, April 23, 2007

you've stabbed me so many times that i am numb now...my pain is too painful to be felt...my wound is too deep to be healed...i prayed hard that we will be in the same class...and true enough fate put us together...but you changed it...yup...i should be understanding because you said you couldnt cope with that tough subject...but isnt jap as hard as that?i really dont know why...but anyway whatever you did...its all your choice...i cant control...cant force you to do things thats against your will...

everything was just my wishful thinking...yup...i hope that we will be in the same class...i dont expect you to feel the same now...but i hope you do...

i saw you at the basketball court...you were so happy...at least you plastered a happy look on your face...i feel so happy for you because at least i knew you were happy...happy with your friends...maybe one day...you wont need me anymore...

the full page sms which we used to send becomes one short sentence...
the ball hit me...but you said nothing although my arm was red...only my friends asked if i was alright...

i know you are tired, confused...

what am i supposed to do?i saw friends in school...and they asked me where were you...i didnt know how to answer suddenly...i was stunned for that moment...

Rachael

writtern @9:43 PM

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Sunday, April 22, 2007

i have no idea what should i do next...i am afraid i cant stand the coldness...its all my fault because i love you too much...if i dont...i wont even give a damn...

Rachael

writtern @11:04 PM

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Saturday, April 21, 2007


estee anil and me



black pearl

do re mi

i am aware that life is full of ups and downs...but sometimes i really dreaded it...i have so much things inside my mind that i wish to talk about...but sometimes i just find it meaningless especially the endless arguement and quarrelling aftermath...thats why i chose to blog...but when i logged in into this empty page...nothing runs in my mind anymore...not as much as what i have been thinking before i saw this page...seriously...i detest it...i am not emoing or whatever...and anyway i hate that word EMO...frankly speaking...i felt really left out...i've got nothing much to talk to anymore...everything turned cold...i cant hold on anymore longer...i am really exhausted...i am helpless about it because i dont really know who to confide to...wheres my soulmate?




i am hurt...deeply hurt...i didnt feel likewise before in my life...i cant be a crybaby anymore...but sometimes tears just run down...trust me...i cried myself to sleep every night lately...it pains me to see myself like this...but i really cant help it....

it seeems you didnt want to care...

the one whom hurt me most...is the one whom i love most...

you are tired...so do i...but i did my very best...i put in effort...i put in all my heart...but i am dishearted now...

Rachael

writtern @9:18 PM

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Thursday, April 19, 2007

hmm time flies...tomorrow will be the last day of week O..anyway i did have lots of fun...my class is so sweet to us ols...and i was so touched when they shouted i love you rachael...oh my god...they were so encouraging because i was so afraid of the mealworms that i cried...and during the ghost walk...hmm thanks peng jie for following me inside...hopefully tomorrow will be a better day...

the pain exerted on my fingers cant be compared to the pain i had in my heart...my heart is bleeding profusely...it pains me to know that my heart is crying so badly...

you didnt care
you didnt bothered
about me
and thats what i think..

whatever i think is not as important as what you are really thinking...i wish upon the stars...

Rachael

writtern @11:07 PM

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Sunday, April 15, 2007







hi everyone...miss me?haha...i haven been blogging for so many days because of the coming wk o...and i am deprived of sleep...because i have been going back to school for the decoration of lt and preparation of stuffs...and i have been spending more time in school than i spent at home...so my mother was suggesting that i might as well packed up and moved to the school permanently and stay there...i hope wk 0 will be over as soon as possible...





i can only meet you in dreamscape as i always did because i couldn see you in reality...i can only smile in my dreams because thats the only place i could really feel your presence...i am missing you badly and if i wonder i am right to do this because missing you will only make me exhausted...i dont want to die of exhaustion because i know if i did...i would not be able to see you again...





Rachael

writtern @6:57 PM

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Monday, April 09, 2007

hmm i cant really recall what day is it today until just now then i realised that today is monday...haha...ok i went out with the black pearl gang on saturday to buy stuffs for the LT...actually our main destination was beach road and arab street...but we girls were afraid of the heat from the sun so in the end we decided to go to PS...yeah because theres spotlight and daiso there...and in the end we found our stuffs...so its a smart move huh?anyway...i am so filial nowadays because i accompanied my mother and my grandmother for shopping on sunday...haha...so we went to bugis again...i think i have been going there for 3consecutive days and i am really kinda sick of it...1st day...i went there to pray...2nd day i went there with the black pearl gang and tell you what...we walked all the way from PS to bugis and it was so tiring...i am not gonna do that again next time...i have been tricked by the guys who said that it was only a 15minutes walk...haha..and thr 3rd day i went with my grandma and mother...haha...

shopping is still better than sitting in the LT for the whole day for briefing session...haha...and it was supposed to end at2 but instead it dragged till 5 plus...oh my god...i cant imagine on wk o what time will i reach home everyday...haha...my boy boy made a smart move huh?shouldnt elaborate here...yup...anyway i am very tired now...but i cant sleep because i am feeling kinda dizzy...haha...

hai shi xi huan ni...
wo hao xi wang zhen ge di qiu zhi sheng xia wo he ni...haha
Rachael

writtern @11:54 PM

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Saturday, April 07, 2007





went k box with shu de...nana...yz and fy at amk...haha...actually we wanted to play pool but there were lots of bengs there so in the end we went to k box...hmm overall was quite fun...shu de and i were like performing for them to see because they dont really dare to sing out loud...so most of the time me and shu de held the mic...haha...anyway was shopping with my mother initially because we went to the temple in the morning not because of good friday...haha...some people thought i went to temple on good friday haha...after that went bugis and bought some tops...oh yes you know what i bought clothes from topshop...haha...thats really a rare incident because i dont usually like those clothes there but my mother said its nice and she wanted me to buy so i bought it...and we shopped around before i went to amk to meet them...i thought there were like at least 8 people going but when i reached there i realised there were only 5 people...haha...but anyway it was fun...haha...





Rachael

writtern @10:25 AM

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Thursday, April 05, 2007

another day spent slacking around at home...hmmm king kong came over to my house today and i taught her maths...which was very tedious to me because she threw her tantrum when she could not figure out the questions and i had to guide her along while tolerating her...haha...but she looked so cute when she was angry so i could not laughing...yup...anyway she laughed at me because i could not play her grade 2 pieces well...but thats not the case i wasnt able to play well because i wasnt concentrating...ok actually they were all excuses...haha...

anyway gonna go out with shu de hui and company...but tomorrow is our 5th month...but too bad boy boy is still feeling unwell...although he felt better today but i dont want to take the risk and ask him to go out with me because i dont want him to be sick again...ok my behaviour was a bit weird today and i was so not myself today...i dont know why...i know you were sick...i shouldn ask for more...and i should try to give in to you...but i didnt do that...instead i was hinting to you that your concern to me wasnt enough...oh my god...i am going crazy...

hmmm...i am still thinking whether to go out with the black pearl gang on saturday because i am supposed to have a family gathering this saturday as well...but the outing is mainly to get some stuffs for the LT which i think its quite important too...hmm someone please help me to decide...haha...i am too indecisive...and thats not very good i guess huh?

tomorrow is good friday and i am waiting for my ester egg which i will get every year...i think i didnt eat my ester egg last year and if i am not wrong that egg is still lying in my fridge...haha...i shall go and look for it someday...haha...

saw a cute little doggie yesterday...oh my god it was so cute...but my mother doesnt seem to like pets a lot because she said in the end she will be the one looking after the pet instead of us...haha...

i am really old...oh my god...i went to help someone to buy 4D...haha...

Rachael

writtern @9:08 PM

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Monday, April 02, 2007

finally i am back from the camp...it was so tiring...hmm but overall was quite fun because i made new friends...anyway i was to tired last night that i slept from 10pm to 10am this morning...oh my god...i haven beem sleeping so long for such a long time...haha...boy boy is sick...he fell ill during the last day of camp and he slept on the bench while his group was doing the banner...thats why i am so bored today because boy boy couldn accompany me for the whole day and he keep sleeping today so we didnt sms or talk much as well...anyway hope he will get well soon...or else i will be very sad...hmm this is the first time that i am so worry for someone when he is sick besides my family members...now i realised how important you are to me...frankly speaking...i was so worried about you yesterday because your forehead was so hot...and you looked so unwell...i felt so helpless because i couldnt do much to help you except to provide you with panadols which didnt do much help...i could only stand and watch and the most i could do was just to ask you if you were fine...oh gosh...for the first time...i felt that i am so useless...now i can just hope that you will recover as soon as possible...

just want to say that i've passed my grade 7 piano finally...oh my god i was so happy when i received the sms from my teacher on friday...its true...i am extremely happy...because i didnt expect that i will pass...haha...

i am so tired...

Rachael

writtern @5:41 PM