my laptop is down again!!!i hate my laptop...really regret buying an Acer laptop:( its been giving my problems and problems...and this is the second time i am going to go to their far far away service centre which also charges parking fees...so stupid right?

hmm 5th of May is coming...haha i am so looking forward to it:)

and good news...i have received an extra ticket to the graduation ceremony...thanks ya?so happy about it...but the bad news is that my dad may not be able to go due to his busy overseas work schedule...but never mind...boy and mom is going:)

gonna celebrate mother's day this coming friday at Jumbo seafood...i wonder what shall i get for my mommy:)i got her a mp3 last year and a balenciaga bag the pervious year so i have no idea what to get for her this year...haha i know maybe vouchers...thats the most practical thing because i really have no idea what she wants...or maybe another papillon dog haha

Rachael

i have watched 252 signal of life:) its a nice show...with a good looking lead actor haha...i focused on him more than the movie although the movie was nice:) haha...

went to eat Fish and Co' s seafood platter for 2 again although i wanted Waraku pasta haha...

the weather is so warm this few days...haha...everyone drink up:)

i am currently addicted to the game: 7 wonder of the ancient world...anyone heard of it before?

Rachael

something exciting is coming up:) haha...

yeah i am now a part time piano teacher too:)

please remind me to register for my graduation haha...oh and i need an extra ticket!!!!

Rachael

hmm supposed to have 2 tuitions today but one of them its cancelled...and my bangkok trip has been postponed to a much later date...and most likely we wont be going to bangkok....

sigh..i feel that i am so useless...i am getting to nowhere...i really dont know...i have no plans at all...i feel that i am just stuck in the middle of nowhere...i am neither here nor there...its so frustrating sometimes...hmm i really have no idea whats ahead of me...hmm ya...

if theres another chance...i would like to start all over again...i guess maybe the ending will not be the same...

sigh...why is it so hard for me but so easy for some people?i just dont understand why...i am envious of people who had everything in their life...who can acomplish and achieve their goals in life...as for me...hmm i dont even have a goal...even if i have...i doubt i can achieve it...

sometimes i really dont know how should i talk to you about this..

Rachael

its getting nearer and nearer...i am so afraid that we dont have much time left:( i hope June will not come...but i know it will...i dont want to be seperated from you for so long...do you care?

Rachael

i am so happy today because i bought myself a 0.4 carat diamond ring with my own money:) haha...ok i know its not even 1 carat haha but i am quite satisfied with it already...it comes along with a certificate as well:)boyfriend says its very expensive and not worth to spend money on a stone haha...yup its quite true because i am really broke now...did i buy it on implulse?hmm i wonder how am i gonna buy things in Bangkok?haha maybe i'll just go there for window shopping thats it...

hmm actually i am quite worried about boy...hes been behaving weirdly this few days...and when i asked him he said hes fine...hmm i dont know what i should do...but i roughly know what you are thinking about...anyway just try your best ok?achieve what you really deserve to achieve:)i'll support you...

oh and i was so touched by boy yesterday...he made a slide show on brown at his house during my one week overseas..and he name it as "Brown's vacation":) so cute...and today we decorated his noticeboard with the words Brown's Room and a photo of him playing with his favourite ball haha

Rachael

i am back from my hong kong cum china trip...the weather's not bad there...its cold...anyway i will upload the pictures soon...

hmm i really think that i am getting to nowhere...i am just not smart enough maybe...anyway will you be reading again?sigh..i just cant bear to leave you...can you dont go in june?please...dont leave me alone to miss you:(

Rachael