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Name: Rachael
D.o.b: 6th March 89
finally i have completed my plagiarism assignment all thanks to pj...haha...time passes so quickly..tomorrow will be sentosa day...and this pj says that we must bring extra clothes...oh my god...is this another orientation?heard that they are going to throw my into the water...hopefully not...i dont like that...and tell you what...i am not going to bring any extra clothes...thats my policy...haha...rachael hates to play with water...unless its swimming...haha...poly life is so busy...worse than so jcs i think...this jona...dismisses so early everyday even though she is in AJC...oh its so unfair..haha...anyway...i doubt they can play so long at sentosa tomorrow because i predict that it was rain...and its those kinda heavy ones...(hope so)...haha...my course is so tough...likewise to other courses as well..especially my organic chemistry...you know what...the number of shells is known as n...the first shell is n=1 and the second is n=2 and the third is n=3...the shell is then divided to subshells...oh yup the shell number is also known as the principal quantam number(if i spelt it correctly)...and the subshells have 4 letters which are s,p,d and f respectively...the first shell which is n=1 has the lowest energy and thus is has only one subshell, s...and when you write s, you must draw a box...p is 3boxes, d is 5 boxes and f is 7boxes and after that you will have to fill the number of electrons into each box...ok i'll shall stop here...its very confusing...haha...sigh...Rachael
writtern @12:57 PM
i just got so much things to do...well...i guess who isnt packed with stuffs now right?but i think i am just gonna burst one day...maybe...not very sure though...this person was telling the class to manage the time properly...oh yup...what else you adults can say besides telling us to manage time well?you think we dont know how to?and i dont like people to insult the way how people study...oh come on...doesnt mean that we sit there and highlight things then we wont remember...this is just crap...yupps...sorry to say that but this is just what i felt...haha...i am damn frustrated over those brain cells killing maths statistics...they are just enough to confuse me and made me slam those notes on the floor...its just so sucky...haha...this ambert...how should i start?oh yup...i took a photograph with him like last year?and he was putting this picture on his msn display now...and he said that his friends asked him if i was his stead...guess what did he say?yes...oh man...i dont know whether to laugh or what...he is just so humourous over those things...and he added that his friends said that we were a perfect match...oh please can...we dont match...haha...i think so...haha...and one more thing...i have not seen him since dont know when...this is just so lame...but its fun oeverall...i mean just for laugh...haha...ok...i am still stuck at this plagiarism assignment....i am really culess about how to do it...and worse still...it will be counted as dont know what CA...dont know is it true or they just scaring us so that we will all hand up on time?anyway...i always get blame for things...minor things...they ran away for lecture also blame me for not infoming the lecturer(anyway i think shes really sick so she went home)...dots...is there a need to since attentance will not be taken?i dont know...haha..monday is sentosa outing...yupps...dont know should i go or not?i love my lab coat...haha...Rachael
writtern @10:31 PM
today i had those lectures again and another new subject...human anatomy and psysiology...this is somehow like biology...yupps...quite interesting compared to organic chemistry and inorganic and physical chemistry...i hate those two...its so tough to understand...whats more...we have our lectures without the lecturer talking in front of us...he is in the other LT and so we just have to look on the TV screen for lectures...this is like so lame ok...yeah...finally...i saw bee and shi ying today...haha...sy changed her glasses...i dont think it suits her...but whatever...its her glasses...and i saw cheryl...oh my god...she is getting more charming and handsome...haha...really handsome...she almost melted my heart...when i suddenly remembered that she is a girl as well...dots...haha...tomorrow...i have 6hours of lectures in total...i dont think i can stay awake by the end of 2 lectures...haha...and my timetable is from 9to4 for friday...(finally earlier than jos)...yeah!!!accountancy really no need to study maths?confused...Rachael
writtern @10:46 PM
finally...today i had my lectures for organic chemistry...principals of inorganic and physical chemistry...maths and biochemistry...err...it didnt really start..just a brief introduction for all subjects...and we had those lectures continuously...from 8 to 12...so by the last lecture...i was so called..."dead"...and after that we went for lunch...at AS food court...(the only one with air con)...yes...and we had dont know what plagiarism workshop from one to two...and that workshop was damn boring...and we had to do some stupid and lame assignments...something like summary...and have to type out and write out the references list...this is same as english...dots...somemore there is what communication skills...then we were supposed to tell each other our saddest stories...oh its kinda lame...whos gonna tell out our secrets to everyone?i am feeling sick...sick of everything...yupps...everyday is similar to me...but one thing i realised today...they dont take attentance for lectures...yeah!!!Rachael
writtern @10:45 PM
sighs...suddenly nana asked me this..."u regret going poly?" and all of a sudden...i was stunned...i dont know what to reply except for a big NO...i tried hard to convince myself that it was a no...yupps...but anyway..no matter where you go...its the same...i am exhausted...i just feel like crying now and then for the past few days...and i dont know why...i just want to lean on whoever's shoulder and just cry out loud...dots...Rachael
writtern @10:24 PM
ok...i received this message yesterday night...it was written in chinese but i think i can translate into english...it goes like this..."rac...i will never give up on you and i will support you even if the whole world does so...i will be the last leaf for you till you leave me..." it was something like that...and i was like kinda...touched...yup...it was already 5years i guess...but then we just cannot be together...its like we are the same magnetic pole...and whenever we get together...we will repel...yup...maybe all this are just simply fate...which is beyond our control...yup...we should just treat it as a sweet dream...its better this way maybe...at least i could only remember all the positive things about you...i just want to tell you this...you will always have a special place in my heart...thats our promise...promise me that you will only keep me in your heart and no where else...next...i dont know why...someone wants to take revenge on people who had treated her badly?i dont understand and dont want to understand this...i just felt that...whatever things be it good or bad...they are just tests...which trains us to be stronger and teaches us lessons...yup...maybe thats just my belief...and i think someone whom i dislikes is saying that i have a rather weird thinking...well...who cares...its none of your business...yup...haha..i am damn jealous of bee they all...i just want to complain about my long timetable...and this eric was telling me that its only a temporary one...so i guess...the permenant one will be much longer...i was like complaining to him over the phone yesterday and there he was telling me..."oh science is like tat de la...no choice coz got lab ma..."so i went..dots...yup...sorry duke...i cant make it today..and today is your birthday...i am so sorry...i felt so bad yesterday when i say i couldnt make it today...i guess you were kinda disappointed?anyway...if you happen to know my blog url which i think you dont know...i just want to wish you a HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!i am damn vexed over things sometimes...yup...i just want to shout it all out...shout it out at the beach...but...i think it will be too much of me to vent my anger to the innocent sea...i have totally no confidence to believe in some things which i used to believe...maybe its because i really had enough of it...yup...sometimes i wondered...what is really beneath the deep blue sea?the calm and quietness of the sea is really making me scared...maybe all these are just fake...maybe there is something that is not "quiet" happening under the sea...its just happens that we could only see the surface...yupps...hope my life in poly will not be as bad as i think....Rachael
writtern @9:20 AM
sighs...whenever i saw my timetable...i will feel kinda dishearted...other courses are so slack...but mine...oh my god...wonder how am i gonna survive my 3years...sad...Rachael
writtern @8:22 PM
firstly...i just want to say...i am damn exhausted now...finally...orientation is over...yeah...but this means that school is starting very soon...next monday...and my timetable is very pack...its like i start school at 9 almost everyday and dismiss only at 6...oh my god..isnt this worse than jc?and that business school's timetable is so slack...oh by the way...the lab session is 3 hours...and i have 2 labs on monday...plus one tutorial...that will make up 7hours not including breaks...i think i am going mad soon...haha...this few days...i am really busy...haha...busy watching vcds too...but i am glad that within 3weeks i can get upgraded...haha...yeah!!!i have no school on monday for this coming week only...because there wont be any lab session and tutorials on the first week...so i can slack a bit...haha...i really envy those jc people now...or at least a little envy...well...i really miss the 4 hum peeps...when can we meet again?haha...i realised that my blog is getting shorter and shorter...so i'll try to make it longer...oh ya ling hui...if u are reading my blog...i just want to tell you...my timetable is very long....dots...need to go school on wednesday too...unlike you...haha...oh ya...the people in my class are quite funny too...haha...see you soon...Rachael
writtern @9:55 PM
everything is like a dream...from the start of the day...poly orientation is not fun at all...i was again burnt by the sun...sighs...please wake me up...gonna endure 2 more days...Rachael
writtern @10:18 PM


ling hui finally sent me those photos...haha...thanks cutie...hahaRachael
writtern @12:02 PM
i wondered...why some girls like to use to word spastic to describe themselves?haha...weirdschool is finally starting for me...but i am not a bit excited at all...i mean i dont look forward to it or whatever...everything is so neutral to me...neutral to the extent that i dont feel anything...oh gosh...have i become moodless?feelingless?i really dont know...its hard for me to judge myself...and anyway...i hate to tell you this...but i must...if you happen to read my blog...then thats the best...haha...i just want to tell you...i dont have to forget you because you are not even in my memory...err...i have already discard all the things...actually i dont have that idea in mind because i thought that those things didnt affect me...but on a second thought...i thought it was junk...so i just threw it away...so that it would not waste my room's space...those reading this might think that i am really cold blooded...but i am not...i've got so much more significant things to keep in my room and my mind...so theres no room for useless things...yupps...i wish upon the stars...hope that you will read my blog... :)Rachael
writtern @2:08 PM
went to town yesterday with zinc and linghui...haha...kinda crazy...it was fun...but too bad zinc didnt watch recarnation...so left me and ling hui...anyway...that show was nice...haha...oh yup...ling hui is soo cute...haha...if i were a guy...i bet i will fall in love with her...haha...but too bad...i am a girl and i am normal...ah meng sent me a message yesterday and i only managed to read it today...oh it was so touching...i almost cried...Rachael
writtern @10:25 AM
basically...its just another sucky day...bad...bad...bad...i could not remove my contact lens...so i had a hard time digging my eyes...finally...after some eye drops...its came out obediently...teaching my little cousin maths...made me want to puke blood...haha...but at least i could train my patience...by the way...i saw khin on my way home today...and he saw me too...so we stopped to chat for a while...and his wrist was full of those cuts...sigh...anyway...hope he will look on the birght side of his life...haha...nice talking to him...Rachael
writtern @8:45 PM
well...days passed just like that...i am trying very hard to convince myself each day that someday...somehow...a miracle will happen...oh gosh....sometimes..i think that i am really childish...what a joke?miracles?that only happened in the show prince of Egypt...where the ending song is when u believe...haha...i found myself a bit eccentric....sometimes i wish i could grow up or in fact grow old rapidly...so as to understand the thoughts of the growth ups...but as i am in this process...i kinda hope that...i can turn back the time...back to where i was when i was still a kid...a kid with no worries...a kid...who has never been hurt by anything...a kid that lives in her own magical world...a kid full of imaginations...and a kid who is trying so hard to imitate whatever adults do...come to think of that...we will grow up and grow old eventually...while in the process...we will enter the complicated world...a world which we initally thought that it was so primitive...haha...welll again...thats simply what we call life...yupps...Rachael
writtern @11:00 AM
writtern @10:30 AM
i am living in a world filled with confusions...i just dont know why...i am reluctant to know whatever things...i just want it this way...but i am not sure what is the "this" that i wanted...days just passed without even me knowing...its seems everything is in a very fast pace which i cant catch up...i am still letting my mind and heart drift slowly everyday...hopefully....one day it can stop at someone...someone who really cares...someone who can make me feel really touched...someone who can make me feel real...really real...someone who can sacrifice his only tears for me...yupps...but maybe such things wont happen in real life i guess...who knows?but i think that such a person really exists in this world...but whos gonna give a damn?who cares anyway...an imaginary person will do...its good enough somehow...well sometimes i really wondered...are this 3 words..borthers?lost...regret...treasure?what i heard was that...they dont come together...they just followed one another...one by one...haha....firstly...u lost someone...and then u regret...and lastly...you learnt how to treasure whatever you have...haha...now i know its so hard to learn that thing...but i had lots of fun yesterday...Rachael
writtern @8:58 AM
i am sure that everyone misses me very much...because i haven been blogging for a few days...haha...anyway...i went to accompany wan to check up for poly...shes in the same poly as me...after that met eunice and lastly went home...then yesterday...i went to highlight my hair...actually i want it purple or blue...but after a second thought...i decided not to...haha...because those colors were too artificial...looks scary too...haha...next..went to see doctor for my nose problems...bingo...i have guessed it correctly...it was not getting any better...in fact...it was more serious...haha...if i can cut off my nose...i will do it straight away...anyway...i dont use that to breathe..,yup...haha...today is friday...going out with that batman later...dont know where he want to go...i dont want to make any suggestions...haha...anyway...i still haven decide the venue for tomorrow...i think they are going to kill me soon...i promise to get back to them lastest by yesterday...well...as i said...i am a bad planner...there are reasons for not getting online this few days...because i am rushing through those korean dramas...haha...it was nice...touching...all love stories..as usual...actually...i watched it for the fact that i am attracted to the lead actor...haha...not that good looking...but good enough to melt my heart...haha...well...i have been getting shocks this few days...firstly...is this and then that happened again...two in a day?"y u dont wan offline...its so late le?""coz me dont wan leave u???"huh?weird....haha...Rachael
writtern @9:49 AM
hihi...i haven been blogging for days...miss me?i guess so...my schedule has been rather packed this few days...ok...first, i start on saturday...i accompanied bee to lavender to collect dont know what thing...then in the end...not successful...so we went back to compass for lunch at mos burger...after that...we just walked around and went home because i still need to attend my cousin's birthday party...so i went home and went out again at around 5 i think...it was raining damn heavily and i thought his bbq at mandrain garden would be called off...but when we reached there...the weather was fine...so in the end...there was bbq...and then i went home at 11 plus...haha...next was sunday...i cancelled my piano lesson partly because i was lazy and i didnt practise too much on it..so might as well cancel it...after that went out with my mother to kitty palace again to collect my stuffs...and just toured around shopping mall...so another day gone...today...went out with xiang and owl...they asked me to accompany them to someone's house...who is my primary school mate...he lives near my house...blk 299...so being a good and nice person...i brought them there...and when i saw that guy...i recognised his face...haha...and to my horror...i realised he ..................for 3 years?oh my god...i mean i didnt even know him or talk to him...haha...strange or not?after that...we went to tm for lunch at sakae...then neo prints...and lastly went to kbox...haha...fortuanately,by the time we left...the rain has stopped...haha...phew...i had lots of fun today...haha...and i managed to meet a long lost primary school mate...and crapped a lot today...haha...i finally knew a secret...xiang's atm password...haha...Rachael
writtern @11:14 PM
oh my blog's music is a bit err...distorted?haha...anyway...went out with ah meng yesterday...he was in ny uniform...and i was there praising how "nice" the uniforms were...ok...i was late...because i knew he would delay...thats why...after meeting...we went to lunch...LJS...then we went to take neoprints...haha...ah meng said i grew taller...but i dont think so...maybe because we have not seen each other for about one year...ok...after neoprints...which was like half an hour...we walked to shaw house to buy movie tickets...FRAGILE...NC16...and the ticketing auntie...dont believe we are 16 and above...haha...this shows that i still look young...haha..the show supposed to start at 3.30...but dont know why..in the end it started at around 3.40...and the movie theatre was kinda empty...about 12 people in a big big theatre...and behind us came a bunch of teengers...and i turned back and looked...guess who did i see?min ru...haha...with her bunch of friends...and we were like hiding from her...because we didnt want to talk to her...haha...its like after so many years...we have became strangers...so before the show starts...me and ah meng...were like joking and talking around...laughing loudly...and that uncle sitting beside ah meng was like damn pissed off with us...but he did not change his seats...because we tried to be as quiet as possible when the show starts...oh seriously...i could not...because...it was like when the ghost came out...ah meng and i were laughing and giggling loudly...when others were so serious...haha...overall...the show was ok..better than the heirloom...which had no ending in the end...at least...i knew the ending yesterday...next we walked around orchard and had our dinner at pastamania...and after that...we went home...i laughed like mad the whole day...because ah meng was so humourous...haha...he kept...singing kelvin's songs...haha...oh yupps..ah meng said he was scared to read my bloggy...because he said i was like shooting someone...haha...is it?nope...Rachael
writtern @8:32 AM