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Wednesday, February 15, 2006
finally...i have choosen bio medical in tp as my first choice...and i hope i will get into this course...haha...yup...i've been wanting to withdraw from ny...and i am going to collect the from with guan ting they all tomorrow...hope that they will not play me out...i am beginning to feel the jc stress today...haha...as i have tonnes of tutorials waiting for me to be completed...i felt really fortunate not to choose jc as my choice as i do not think that i can cope well in jc next time...however...i told myself that poly isnt going to be easy as well...yup..there will be stress too and maybe more than jc...who knows?but i simply dont like the jc style...haha...anyway....i have just finished copying my tutorials from my friends...well...i've got no choice as i really do not understand what the lectures are talking about...i am either sleeping or dreaming during chemistry and maths lectures...the rest were not so bad...and i tell you...i do not have the intention to fall asleep purposely during lectures...i just felt that my ears were shut and my brain was heavy...next...i felt light as though i was floating...and guess whats next?my eyes began to shut and i would start to dream...thats how the process of me sleeping goes about...interesting huh?well...actaully...i am on cloud nine now...yup...haha...really...and i am really glad that you are always here for me...thanks a lot...
anyway...i really want to break free from all these jc stress...oh yup...i just learnt from my friends just now that we will be having a chemistry test tomorrow...oh wth?do you think i should read through it so as not to hand in pieces of blank papers and make a fool of myself in front of those smarties?being in the same ct as them makes me feel retarded and heavy...often i dragged myself to the parade square to line up with my ct during assembly..and who will know how i feel?anyway whatever...i am going to put an end to this...i promise...
Rachael
