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Thursday, February 16, 2006
well...i hope i have really made the right choice by choosing a poly instead of a jc...as i have heard too much comments about that already...i just want to emphasize that...i am a girl who likes to do what i want and what i think its right...well...i may sound stubborn to many...but thats me...i do not like the idea of people telling me what to do and what not to do...i have my own ways of doing things...yup...and i am going to withdraw from nyjc tomorrow...yeah...my freedom is approaching...haha...but this will mean that tomorrow is my last day wearing a school uniform..come to think of it...i am really kinda sad about it...imagine wearing the school uniform for 12 to 13 years and now...i do not need to wear my school uniform anymore after tomorrow...it seems to me that time really flies...often...i thought my primary school days...days where mr foo was scolding the whole 5I...martin was crying in the class 4E...mrs sum calling mrs sum on the phone...and her...searching both meng how and my bag...accusing us of stealing someone's candy...but in the end...she found nothing in our bag and of course i cried as i was embarrassed by her in front of the whole class...and my parents were enraged and so they complained to the principal...and guess what did she say to explain to the principal?:"oh i was just admiring their bags because they have nice bags..." haha...come to think of that now...i think its funny...dont you?anyway...i do not blame her anymore...it happened so long ago...haha...wow...times really flies passed me...i still remembered the 1st day in secondary school...where my shirt was so tucked in...and gradually...my shirt came out and out until in secondary 4...it was totally out and i remembered once rama asked me to tuck in my shirt...haha...and i was like so happy...because...no one has ever asked me to do that...and soon...4humility has graduated and now we are going on seperate ways...haha...but most of us will be in the same school...tp?i hope so...haha...anyway...i was so touched that benazir messaged me and said thanks to everyone...but i didnt reply...not because i didnt want to...its just that...i am too touched to reply...haha...
i felt that i am getting out of point...am i?i was thinking just now about what should i do after i have withdraw from ny...should i find a job?or just concentrate on my music?which one will be a better choice for me...but...i am getting kinda contented to be able to play both the melodic and harmonic minor scales perfectly...unlike last year...when i screwed up everything and failed my examinations...now i am trying to learn my third examination piece which is...err...i have forgotten the title...haha...hey everyone wish me good luck and good skill..so that i can pass my examinations with flying colours...haha...
tomorrow is approaching...and i am really kinda sad to leave 0630...i cant bear to leave them but i cant bear to give up my freedom as well..so i make a choice out of this two...which is to withdraw...hey...dont think that i dont value friendship...its not that...as i believe we can always contact each other during our private time right?haha...hope we will be friends forever!!!and special thanks to zinc and ling hui for being my best friends and accompanying me wherever i went in nyjc...haha...one day...we must really hit the town ok?and thanks to the ct representitive sheng ping..for saying that we are anti social...and always making us laugh like mad...haha...i will miss you guys...and who knows...i may come back to crash one day...(did i spell correctly?)fortunately...shi ying and gt are also withdrawing...and i could feel the kinda sadness in shi ying's eyes when she said that she is going to withdraw as well...and she asked me to bring along my camera tomorrow to help her take pictures...funny right?oh...i think i'll better stop here...as its getting late and i do not want to be a panda by morning...haha...and people will fet bored reading a long blog...haha...
Rachael
