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Wednesday, March 01, 2006
hi its me again...i am sure ling hui knows about my blog now right?girl?haha...rachel messaged me this morning to tell me that the vcd thing has been changed to friday due to unforseen circumstances...haha...nah...actually is because many people could not make it...well..anyway...be it today or friday...i dont think i will be going because my dearest zinc and ling hui are not going...so whats the point of me going?ling hui...when you read my blog...i'll make sure you are touched by what i have said...haha...are you?well...i just came home from an interview...and i dont know what kinda job i will be doing yet...shortlisted people will be informed latest by tomorrow morning..well...hopefully i get the job...haha...but i dont have much confidence...because the interview didnt go on smoothly and i couldnt really answer the question he asked just now...and i was given an A minus while some of them were given an A plus or A plus plus...so most likely i wont get that job...haha...well...anyway...if i dont get this job...i will carry on to search for one...
anyway...back to what u really want to say in this blog...yup...i am a heartbreaker...i believe that theres no need to mention the same thing over and over again just to hear the answer you really want...yup...i believe what matter most is the answer in my heart and not just a reply...(which i can duped you right?)i can give you a fake answer just to make you happy...but whats the point?i dont see a point in that...yup...and i didnt answer doesnt mean that i meant no or whatever...can i say that...i really dreaded questions...whatever it is...what i can say now is i am sorry...and nothing else...haha...you can choose not to believe in what i believe as i think that different people have different point of views... often no two people can have excactly the same views and same opinions about everything...so thats why we have to learn to compromise....
Rachael
