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Saturday, March 11, 2006
whatever is it...i did know the real answer to that question but believe it or not...i dont know what does the question mean to me...theres no need for me to act blurr or whatever...yup...
anyway...whatever is it..its finally over...i am feeling kinda neutral...yup...another case closed...but still...i am seeking to the real meaning of love...what does that really means?is it just to say i love you to your loved ones when you are in a good mood and turned nasty and forget about whatever you have said to them?and the love between two parties just faded away?i dont believe that true love can be lost and fade away so easily and rapidly...yup...
haha...change topic...well...i went to expo hall today to help my aunt get some things...shes as troublesome as ever...she prefer to stay at home and wanted me and my mother to help her buy things...haha...but its ok...haha...after that we went to the airport to wait for my brother and my dad...haha...i was dozing off while listening to my mp3 and suddenly i woke up...haha...with a stiff neck...and now its still pain...haha...i waited for quite a long time as the flight has been delayed...but i went earlier to queue for swensen as many people were already there...due to my smartness...my dad and brother did not have to wait so long for the food...haha...i saved the day again..haha...i really miss swensen food!!!i have not been there for weeks...and actually i planned to eat at swensens on my birthday(dinner)...but due to unforeseen circumstances...i did not manage to have dinner at that place...haha...well...anyway...i had it today...so i am quite satisfied...but i do hope that swensen will change their menu...because it has been the same for ages...
anyway..come to think of that...i think i am really silly and ignorant to have wasted my effort and energy to persuade someone to be happy...isnt that stupid and senseless?any sane people will think that i am really silly...actually...we control our mood and not the other way round...so whether to be happy or not its your own choice theres no need for people to persuade right?oh well...i wont do that to anyone anymore...haha...silly me...
oh yup...i saw kelly poon today...
i am wondering...is love just lost like that?wow...its really fast...scary man...haha...its faster than a trip from singapore to japan huh?haha...oh anyway...can be compared to the japan bullet train...haha...almost the same speed...things just get cold suddenly...ice melts and freezes again...sun sets but rises again...somethings may reverse but some dont...likewise a flower...it just blooms and wilt off and die..yup...
wheres my enrolment package???tp dont want me is it?haha...school starts and i will get alone again during the 1st day...haha...
Rachael(hmmm...i am wondering)
