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Sunday, April 09, 2006
i am living in a world filled with confusions...i just dont know why...i am reluctant to know whatever things...i just want it this way...but i am not sure what is the "this" that i wanted...days just passed without even me knowing...its seems everything is in a very fast pace which i cant catch up...i am still letting my mind and heart drift slowly everyday...hopefully....one day it can stop at someone...someone who really cares...someone who can make me feel really touched...someone who can make me feel real...really real...someone who can sacrifice his only tears for me...yupps...but maybe such things wont happen in real life i guess...who knows?but i think that such a person really exists in this world...but whos gonna give a damn?who cares anyway...an imaginary person will do...its good enough somehow...
well sometimes i really wondered...are this 3 words..borthers?lost...regret...treasure?what i heard was that...they dont come together...they just followed one another...one by one...haha....firstly...u lost someone...and then u regret...and lastly...you learnt how to treasure whatever you have...
haha...now i know its so hard to learn that thing...but i had lots of fun yesterday...
Rachael
