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Friday, June 30, 2006
my results sucks ok...shouldn elaborate them here...everything is just so sucky...please people...dont always ask me who i like...because i've really no courage to commit to any relationship at least for now...i just feel weird with that...maybe its because someone spoilt my good impression of the word "going steady"...haha...whatever...and anyway...i am really searching for answers...the answers for the questions like why am i searching for answers and what answers am i looking for?haha...
its scary to see floating cells whenever i opened my eyes...i wondered how is it like to live in total darkness?i wont wanna try it...haha...
cca commerces tomorrow...9to12plus...i guess or should i say i expected them to drag till one plus...its always like that...and this is the one thing i cant stand about human beings...we human beings always like to drag our time...haha...then in the evening...theres some stupid programme going on at j8...sighs...
and i think i am really sorry...haha...i should have believe you in the first place that you will never walk out on us without saying a word...
Rachael
