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Saturday, July 22, 2006
theres always so much i want to blog about...but when i reached this page...my mind is always blank...i am just lost...very very lost...
i kept thinking about those secondary 3 days this few days...my mind just refuse to erase those memories...its nice at that moment...but it hurts me now just to think back on those days...actually i have almost forgotten about the whole incident...until i saw someone that day which brings all these memories back again...i knew its impossible and i have always know that since ages ago...anyway i think its better to just treat everything as a beautiful dream...and its time to for me to really wake up...i thought i have woke up long time ago...but i was wrong...totally wrong...i just realised that it was just another dream...haha...i am just dreaming that i am in another draem...whatever...dreams are not reality...thats what i had always say to console myself...haha...
i am not always lame la...haha...
Rachael
