this is my pet crab...yupps...its a real crab...

i have lots of things to do...but i am so not motivated to do it...sometimes i really feel like ignoring everything ...so that i can live peacefully and happily...i am confused by lots of things recently...i am letting my mind run wild now...haha...i dont know the reason why...but i just feel like doing it...

exams are coming up...and i think my brain is being clogged up with those weird preceptions that i am going to do badly for the exams...i just dont understand why they dont believe that i will really flank my maths quiz paper?i am quite sure for this time i will fail the paper...because i made a lot of stupid mistakes and there was this 8 mark question that i left it blank...

by the way...i dont like the idea of being a lamer...a full time lamer i guess?haha...it really irks me when i am serious about some stuffs and people call me lamer...i just cant stand it sometimes...but nevertheless...due to my tolerance...i didnt say anything to them...haha...

To my dearest bee pig...you are really smart man...you got it right...haha...i guess you are right...a jerk is a jerk...cold blooded and heartless guy...these are all the words to describe him...haha...

everyone is getting hardworking now...and that adds to my guiltiness...is there such a word?if yes...did i spell wrongly?i admit i am just bad bad bad at spelling since young...haha...

i dont sound like a kid ok?at least not a 15 year old...i am 17...heh...

Rachael