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Monday, July 31, 2006
finally one of the tests is over...but theres nothing to be happy about because 3 more tests are coming up...i am damn stress over the fact that i am not able to study...i am so not motivated...yup...
i dont like the idea of temperature fluctuation...i dont want to get ill...my mind is really going to burst and i guess one fine day...i may just collapse...i am just too tired to know and do anything...i just want to float on the surface of the sea...hopefully...i can slowly drift to where i really belong...
i just feel that everything is weird...i've got lots of things to blog about...but whenever i enter this page...my mind becomes totally blank...and i just dont know why...why is this so?
i am starting to think that i am that kinda of person whom i make assumptions easily...thats not a very good thing to do...i knew it...and i am trying to kick off this bad bad habit...its not good to make assumptions about people too quickly...afterall...we have no rights to judge people...
school is still as sucky as ever except for the fact that my timetable for this week is shorter...i hate school when there is tests...friendship problems...and stuffs...i just want live happily and to the fullest...thats my objective for life...it looks simple...but in actual fact its very hard to achieve...not many people achieved that...i think?life is simple as far as i know...but we tend to make everything complicated and mess up everything...its like a jigsaw puzzle...actually a jigsaw puzzle is just a big piece of picture being cut into smaller pieces and messed up and put into a box...and when we bought that box of jigsaw puzzle...we have the responsibility to piece everything together to become a complete picture...so its the same thing for life...when we messed it up...we have to fixed it back again...although it takes time...but i think if theres a will...theres a way?but in the first place...why must our hands be so itchy to cut up the complete picture and then try very very hard to piece it back again?whats the matter with human huh?
Rachael
