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Thursday, August 24, 2006
i delcared that i am totally sick of it...arghzz...i cant stand it any longer...it irks me to see it...i dont know why...exams are coming in fact its tomorrow...oh gosh...i've got mixed feelings right now...hmmm...study can lead to many things...the lost of friendship...thats true...of course thinking on a positive side...you can do extremely well...haha...i am silly...all along i am silly...i am just playing the role of a stupid person all along...now then i realised how silly am i to them...it was fine initially...but everything changed...its a fact and i am not concealing it...i face it...i face my fears and face my everything...because i know everything is reality...if you dont face it now...one day it might just approached you out of sudden...and that will be worse...
i dont know why...the earth is revolving and thats a good thing actually but some things are revolving to become worse...i arent sure of it...maybe one day i will choose to be the ignorant girl and that will save me from lots of troubles...poeple will laugh at me for being a coward but thats better than when you know too much of a detail...thats BAD BAD BAD...
its never easy to be a good girl...poeple tend to mistake you for a bad one...and i've experienced that...never mind thankfully...i know the truth lies in my heart...and thats good enough...at least i didnt betray my own soul...
Rachael
good luck
