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Tuesday, September 05, 2006
hmm...maybe 7 weeks of holidays can be quite boring afterall?but i guess its at least better than having to wake up early in the morning and go the school everyday...now i can enjoy my life for about 2 months...come to think of that its not bad actually huh?sighs...now i realised that organising a simple outing is such a difficult task for me to do...i think i wont ask again because i knew noone will be interested...i hate to hear the reply where people will ask:"who is going?you go ask other people 1st then i see who got go..." so if everyone is giving me the same reply or at least similar reply how am i suppose to organise?i guess i just have to wash my hands out of everything...i am not pissed or whatever...i just felt that my efforts are somtimes not being recognised...maybe i am just not like some people who can stand out in a crowd and voice out their suggestions...maybe i am not like that...i dont have much confidence and thats where i lose out i guess...and i am disappointed with myself too...yup...maybe i am not born a leader...oh enough of crap...
my chinese is getting worser...i dont know why...i tend to use lesser chinese vocabulary now...and i have forgotten mostly everything that i have learned...oh gosh...
sighs...i am just hoping...days can be better...
maybe the water in the river will really run dry one day without us realising...continents drift apart too but we just dont realised...because we find that they are too insignificant for us to be bothered...maybe...
those were the days...
to whom it may concern...hmm...i just want to say noone is forcing you or asking you to do anything...and yup...if you do not want to let people know about your plight...hmm..just dont blogged it...why must you mention it in your blog and said please dont said it out?isnt it attracting attention?oh gosh...i dont mean to intrude into you things...but i just felt so unhappy about the thing you wrote...yup... and one last thing...if you are feeling so terrible about it just cancel everything...haha...yup.. isnt that the best way out?
Rachael
