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Friday, January 12, 2007
here i come again to blog...hmmm dont know why...initially i did not have the intention to blog but suddenly i felt an urge to blog...maybe because i have got nothing better to do and i can express myself better by putting all my thoughts into words...currently i do not have negative thoughts about most of the things...haha...thats good for me...except that i am quite afraid that we will not be able to complete all the water tech assignments and projects on time because time is running out...haha...the project is gonna be due is 5 weeks time and we haven even started on anything unlike other groups which had carried out their testing and stuffs...haha...hmmm finally got back all our results...cell bio...what can i say?you guys be the judge...i hate cell bio...it sucks like hell...haha...but i cant let a cell which is so minute to defeat me...haha...cell cell cell...i am not gonna lose to you...ok enough of lameness...
By the way, i dont know whats up with me this few days...i seem to lose my temper and throw tantrum easily and i tend to get frustrated over little things this few days...oh gosh..am i going through another stage of madness?what am i talking about?sorry for getting angry over little things...i know you have been tolerating me a lot and i have always vent my anger on you...sorry and thanks boy for playing along with me in everything and without getting angry with me...haha...seriously...i do not know what am i doing sometimes...sometimes i am like this and sometimes like that...i am making myself confused so now i am trying to make things simple...that is to live my life happily...so that those around me who are truly concerned about me will be happy too...
i hate to deceive myself but i simply love to tell myself that:"Hey i am very happy today!"haha...i guess sometimes its good to tell white lies...but i am just so silly to lie to myself...really silly and often i detest it...
whatever is it...i am crapping...so dont bother about me...yup
Rachael
