cca was so terrible yesterday in the sense that i screwed up everything...ok to a large extent, it was my fault because the school leader wasnt around and it was my responsibility to take over her...maybe i was too soft hearted...and maybe because the new mentors were simply uncooperative...i was shouting for the mentees to queue up as the break was over...you know kids tend to run around everywhere and its hard for them to gather and queue up...thus the mentors should help out by asking them to line up properly so that we could proceed to games...but instead of doing that, they were slacking around...walking slowly taking their own sweet time and completely ignored my instructions...i was controlling well...i didnt vent it all out yesterday because i thought it wasnt nice to do so...and some more i was so pressurised because the senior school comm was there and she was kinda unhappy with us...oh my god...lucky yi ping did help out by asking the mentors to go up to the classrooms first...seriously...i am utterly disappointed with the way how the new year ones mentors behave...they are behaving so childishly...when there wasnt games...they complained that the session was too boring...and when theres games...they said that the sun was too hot for basketball games...hey come on...i was there too..standing in the hot sun trying to ask you guys to get in groups and faridah was shouting like mad...but who bother to listen to us?especially the mentors...instead of getting into groups quickly...they were hiding in the shades...hey get a life...i was also in the sun and i didnt complain it was hot...and you guys know the kids love basketball and so cant you guys just give in to them and play along with them?and i had to run up and down of the classroom to write down the journal questions so that everyone could be dismiss earlier...and i didnt complain i was hot...i just hope that the new mentors will be more cooperative...seriously...sometimes i really want to say...if you are not interested in mentoring...please quit...but i couldnt say that in front of them...ARGH!!!it was so frustrating ok?and after mentoring we kinda like got shoot by the senior comm for not performing well...and i had a bad headache after that...fortunately...my silly boy was so sweet..he came to fetch me because he was afraid that i would faint on the bus...thanks boy...haha..sorry for complaining so much to you...i hope you wont be sick of it?

after school we went to punggol to meet my mother for lunch and after that we went home...i was so tired that i fell asleep and boy was doing his project using my computer...and i woke up at 4plus to prepare for that wedding dinner...ok regarding to the wedding dinner..i was DRUNK...oh my god...i admitted that i was a lousy drinker...haha...just two full glass of red wine could get me drunk...and i tell you the feeling was very sucky...haha...but fortunately...i didnt get a hangover this morning...haha...

Rachael