oh my god...i want to complain!!!i am so exhausted...everything is so sickening...ok i studied for the test and in the end guess what?i couldnt get the answers right....the points were missing here and there and i was so pissed off...i knew the answers but i didnt write down at that point of time...i guess i was just too tired or am i giving excuses to deceive myself so that i will feel better?sigh...the test was easy...i hate myself so much...its not as if i didnt know how to do...i knew it...sighs...and there goes my HTECH too...i didnt study because of fpath and in the end.. both tests were horrible...and one more subject...mgen lab quiz...i hate that too!!!how i wish i could break free from these subjects...break free from all these complicated stuffs...and run away with you...haha...i know its impossible...

anyway thanks for surprising me today by appearing at cdc...you've granted me my wish...haha...thanks fairy...thats not gay ok?today's lesson was quite boring because the instructor and i didnt talk much...he was like introducing himself and talking to me but i didnt really pay attention to what he has said and so i didnt answer him...hey i need to concentrate ok?how am i supposed to concentrate when you were talking to me and when my engine stalled..he was kinda unhappy...and he asked me to turn right suddenly and turn left suddenly...hmm he should have given me enough time to prepare...he told me so suddenly and i KAN JIONG forgot to look into the mirror and then he "scolded" me...i dont know what word to use because he was half scolding and half smiling >_<"

but fortunately...you brighten up my day...

i might have break down if you werent by my side all along...

sometimes i just wish i could cry it all out...

i am so stressed up :(

haha

Rachael