this post is gonna to be very emotional so if you cant take it, please dont read if not it'll spoil your mood haha...here it goes...

tomorrow will be another monday...sigh...i am counting down to 22th september...time flies...it seems to me that he just told me yesterday that he will be enlist on 22th september...and i thought...hmm its still so far away...its ok...when the time comes then i need to start to be sad haha...and now its gonna come soon...its so fast right?

anyway...i realy hope to spend our lantern festival together just like last year...it was so fun haha...hmm anyway...i am so tired today..went for tuition early in the morning and had my piano lessons after that...next went to compass to shop for clothes and shoes...bought shoes at DMK and clothes at pepperplus..i like the buttons on the shirt so i bought the shirt haha...went to shop for hush's food but theres none...after that drove to eat chicken rice haha...it was 4plus pm and we were having our dinner...and now i am SOO HUNGRY haha...

i really hate those drivers who didnt want to give in to me...its ok if you dont want to give way to me but why some of them purposely want to make things difficult for me?haha...fortunately boy was there to guide me along...hmm yup...

finally i went to wash my car after boy's and mother nagging haha..i am such a lazy person that i didnt want to wash my car at all although it has turned dirty because of the rain these few days...haha...

wonder when will we go out?tuesday or friday?haha i think zl will be the planner this time round...maybe we should go somewhere nearer...e hub...haha its near to me...

back to 22th september...wonder how would that day be like???what do you think?after NS will be uni for him...i think he will be just too busy for me...i can imagine by just reading some of my friends' blog about uni life...especially the first year...sigh...why is he so smart?and i am NOT?oh my god...this post is so emotional and i think i am gonna sound like those little girls complaining about how they dreaded their life which has no happiness, no one to listen to them..no one to talk to them..they hated everything blah blah blah...haha....i have always heard of those stuffs...haha...maybe i have been through that too?i dont know...but i just know i am very happy now:)but i am so afraid i"ll miss him too much...will he know that?:)

driving really stressed me out haha but i know theres him to guide me NOW...

Rachael