Monday, April 19, 2010
you dont want to share your joy with me?hmm...i reminded you lots and lots of times:( i wondered will things change for the worse?i really dont want to think about it right now because it scares me...i thought this is the only thing that i can be proud of in my life...to be with you...but now...i need to think twice if this is something for me to be proud of and if i have really achieved anything afterall...
yup...my level of confidence is very low...its not in born...i changed to suite the environment because i have encountered so much failures that i have forgotten whats the feeling of success...for me i just live each day as though tomorrow will be worse so that i will feel happier today:)
Rachael
